private things, and not for public use... @.@

ok, first of all...please, this is just a personal opinion, actually no offense at all..hahaha

i don't know why, but it is really hard for me, quite difficult to lend some of my personal things, private things sincerely.

such as my laptop, or my bike...fine, i know sometimes, we should consider the situation...but it does not mean that any time u need my laptop, i'm the only one in the whole world who provides what u need...like: burn, print, or others...

i don't know, every the very first time i lend my things, and next, it will be so easy to say "hey, i want your laptop, i need to bla bla bla...." in other occasion...

and as usual, it is not easy for me to say "no"...at last, i usually say "yes", but with a hard feeling..

perhaps because, when i do something, i always rely on myself, i always use the whole ability and the incapability that i have

in a short one "as long as i could do anything by myself, i will never be a burden to anybody"

hahaha....let you translate this whole posting in a short sentences that available below:

a. i'm just jealous, because whenever you do something, it seems easy because everything you need have been already available...u just say "hey, i need your bla bla bla"

b. i'm a self centered personality

c. i'm have a personal conflict with myself

d. it is difficult to give the things that you really care to anybody

e. ok, it is just about privacy. privacy is privacy, not for public

f. or perhaps you have another opinion?? just leave any comment please :)


ok, once again, this is just a personal opinion..no offence at all, you also have your own opinion, right?